Poem series — Dark Solitude

I hate to fear myself

And when I try to express

My thoughts get suppressed, and that’s

When failure mocks success

I hate talking to myself

And when I do, expecting sanity,

The sad void feels supreme

Pushing the mental sickness to the extremes

Crawling alone to get past the unknown insanity

Only to reach a chaotic heaven

Sprinting through to cross the finish line

Only to leave the heavenly reality behind

Binding yourself to all the perfect delusion

Only to unlearn and unwind the false makeshift

For you are one, only one, and always…..